There is an aching emptiness in my soul,

A simple darkness, an irreplaceable hole,
Pitch black drowning with tears inside of me

I cry to myself,
And hear my own voice,
Beside their bodies,
And beside death,

My eyes has no light,
Feeling does not exist upon me

You fly with the angles,
Calling by the True Creator,

Spoken with GOD,
And has taken my soul with you

You both were…

Sparkles in the sky,
Shredded leaves that blow,
The sunlight on growing grain,
The gentle summer rain,
Then you…
Crossed the final path and leave us all behind

I feel empty and alive yet so death,
With pain which too much to bear,

Sometimes I look up the sky,

And a glimpse of both of you blur in my sight,

Wishing you are still can come back and be with us again,

Even just for a while…

And I just hate it because it’s just a waste of hope

All I want to do is hold your hand and just be together again,

Like other living soul will leave and gone,
Your smiles with me, it’s all I have to face,
They are stuck until its creates fear,
Your memories become my shadow,

It haunts me with a darkened despair

Brothers dear, we all miss you so much,

You are gone for now,

Waiting to awake in another side of a better place,

I never had a change to say good bye to both of you,

And here I am drying with deeply regrets and grief,

Can I just give you a hug before you long gone?

Will we meet again one day?

Then until that day come, I will carry you in my heart,

Forever….

Just take care each other and be good….

I love you my brothers…

::In loving memory of our brothers::

Iyus 12 June 1981 – 11 February 2008

Iyan 9 January 1984 – 10 July 2007